私達が見るものは私達が見…たいと思うものである 私達の目のすべては願い…私達が…その他すべての事はちょうど不快感….であることを見たい夢である だれが私に多くを見させ�

"It seems a fantastic paradox, but it is nevertheless a most important truth, that no architecture can be truly noble which is not imperfect."        ~John Ruskin, The Stones of Venice II ***Disclaimer: This blog may be quite offensiv

 its my last day in ENGINEERING BUILDING today. i feel so sad, like someone is taking away a big part of my life. i just really hope that whatever i finally decide on doing, i wouldn't regret it in the end. i will miss you SH, you've been part o

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i may be over doing the bitchy attitude these days. but the weird part is, i am actually enjoying what i am doing. i am OK in being the autistic person that i am... in portraying the me-myself-and-i-role... in becoming the independent person that i am.&nb

After writing the earlier entry, the anxiety grew back, and I was almost preparing myself for more anxious time, though I've been trying to let it go.  Now, I am no longer agitated >.< And then it's just then I realized why I am no lo

That letting-go bit was quite difficult when I woke up this morning >.< Particularly on the area of my precious illusions. >.<  Argh. >.< Will need to be more focused on just letting everything go - everything that keeps m

The weather is so cozy that it makes me want to just curl up in bed and watch anime or movies, though I would have preferred to do that with someone so perhaps I should finish first the work I need to do and then eventually decide what I will actually do.

Getting misty over you. T.T  *achey*  :(

Just got home from kendo. I'm glad I lasted (^^,) Despite my mistakes by the time I got too tired to have the proper timing. (By the way, Takahashi-sensei was suddenly talking about "Garcia-san" joining "next year" at the "shiai in Hong Kong." For a minut